What a change from last year.
Last year we were still figuring out her surgery, chemo schedule.
This year, she's looking down on us from Heaven.
I'm not sure how emotional it will be tomorrow, because Christmas was always Robin's favorite Holiday. We always managed to do it up pretty well, so I decided to carry that on this year.
I focused on my children, because I wanted to show them we can still go on and enjoy it, and give to each other, even with it being so different. It will be rough, and I've been pretty depressed lately, but we are gonna make it through.
I feel for all my friends deployed over Christmas, and all my friends who are going in to work tomorrow, instead of being with their families.
The suck is still the suck, even if you are stateside.
I'm sitting down to a little bit of Christmas cheer, and eventually sleep will come.
Tomorrow I'll enjoy my family, and I'll see what the future brings.
2012 is going to be a better year, even if the world ends, or we have a zombie apocalypse.